July 7/ 2008

July 7th, 2008 by casualseks

Hopeing to find a Job today… Geez. Been out of school for one week. The girl im staying with asked me to pay rent… (I was in school) Naturally I thought.. Ok.. cool. She let me stay here when I was down and out.. and I’m grateful… But when I found out what she wanted for rent, I sat here and laughed.

600$ for a den (and small office room) with no windows… All of her stuff is in here, She walks around naked… Not my thing, ive asked my friend if im over reacting, they all ask why I havent moved out yet? lol. She has spuratic mood swings… and i mean.. SPURATIC… one day shes happy, the next she’s crying over something seemingly stupid. Meets about 6 guys a week off the net, Dudes call the house jerkin off looking to talk to her, I can hear her masterbating threw the walls. Oh Please please tell me im not wrong… i mean im grateful she helped me out, but i think she’s out of her kite asking for 600/ a month. While this email was written, she asked me to back pay here, and also explained that she didnt mind me living here for free until now?!?!? Oh well… we all meet people threw out our lives… I think this was one of those learning expirences. I hate to say it, but once im out… I think this will be the last time I talk to her.

Alright so if that wasnt enough, I lived in a 3 level townhouse, had the masterbedroom, and a washer/dryer - dishwasher…. my room mate never walked around naked, never cried, Never was an attention seeker.Never called my cell phone uncontrollably until I answered..lol.. And I paid less than she’s asking me?!  Oh geez!!

Anyway…. thats my little Rant… please dont take it the wrong way, As i am grateful, her intentions were sweet.  But Yeah right. 

Cant wait to start working, Ima jump on the first Job that comes my way!! Andrzej texted me on the weekend, I was so happy!!!

Im gonna Nap…

Pray for me.

Much Love



June 22nd, 2008 by casualseks

After reading travelpunks.com inspiration 2/5 steps… this has pretty much made my decision solid.

The foundation for this trip is Alberta (Canada) is nice, but I need to see what else is out there… wait… “I will see what else is out there”.

There are many different reasons for the trip, and the area I am going too. (Eastern Europe)…

Number 1: WW2 history. Sounds Sadistic Maybe? But, if we dont learn from the past, we’re bound to repeat it.

Number 2: A boy, Who lives in Poland. Yeah… apparently Love knows no boundries. Trust me.. I’m not the overnight always in love type… In fact, the Exact opposite. Im currently 21,  Ive been in many relationships…. never cried over any of them… this includes the 2 year relationship. So how does the 25yr old Polish boy who ive only known for 8months at best (5 of which he was actually in Canada) manage to make me think about him every single day? I dont know, I’ll never know. I dont pretend to know. As much as I imagine this will never work, it’s still worth it to see him one more time… Because to me, he’s the most amazing boy to ever walk this earth.

Number 3: I NEED to see what else is out there, Is Canada my inevitable home? Maybe? this is a magnificent country, everything you need. However this province has taught me to work work work work, and when you’re done, play… as long as it doesnt get in the way of work. And as im told, Europe operates in a different matter. Work yes, but you’re induvidual life it just as important, if not more.

Number 4: I love meeting new people, and this is a prime way.

Number:5 …etc,etc,etc…. theres many more, smaller ones.. and such.

 As it stands im in school for one more week, Im pretty sure school is damaged my credit, being that im behind on pretty much every payment… but I “will” climb out of this in No time.

So tomorow, I start, I embark… no more procastionation, find a job that pays well… save up as much money as possible… and Board my plane, No Later than April 14 2009…

I already feel better about myself.

<3 Randi